Ephemeral

The arms on this ethereal creature!!  <3

It's almost 1:00; so far today I've had a salad of butter lettuce (20) with lo-cal salad dressing (30).  That leaves me 150 calories for the rest of the day.  The interesting thing about 2468 is that it really makes anything over 200 look like a positively huge amount of food.  :)

I hope I can stay where I am in my head right now.  The control is here, for the nonce; but it is so very, very fleeting, as ephemeral as the blink of a lightning bug.

After three days of less than 1000 calorie days and moderate exercise, I have lost a pound -- so yay on that :)

103 is still huge on my frame.  And it's still within that 100-105 range where I've been stuck for THREE YEARS OF MY LIFE.

I want something in the mid-nineties.  Something that makes me look as insubstantial as I feel.

It's winter (well, close enough); I want to curl up in an overstuffed chair with books, journals, and hot tea.

I want to feel my bones, even in my sleep.